10 Things For 10 People Redux

[forsometimenow]

10 THINGS FOR 10 PEOPLE:

A list of things your character(s) would like to say to 10 (or more) different people, but don't quite have the courage to (or can't because they're not in the game with them).

Open for anyone and everyone to comment to; just make a separate comment for each character, put your character's name in the subject line and go.

Comments

Jennifer Keller | Stargate Atlantis

[forsometimenow]

(With canon + paradisa memories.)

[forsometimenow]

I think you give me way too much credit sometimes, but on the other hand... I'm honored that you think of me like an older sister. I hope I can live up to that expectation, because I never had any siblings, and before Atlantis and Paradisa, I wasn't sure I'd ever belong anywhere long enough to find a family that I chose. I'm finding that I like the idea of having one.

[forsometimenow]

You made me feel unsafe and paranoid in my own clinic, you dredged up feelings of insecurity and inadequacy that I've been struggling to cope with for a lot of my adult life, and that bothers me more than the fact that you turned a gun on me in the first place.

I think that some day, I may be able to forgive you, though.

[forsometimenow]

I guess I've done fine on my own here, but some days I wish you would just come back and take everything off my hands... which, I'm ashamed to admit, is the way I felt sometimes after I took over for you back home, even though everyone thought you were dead. You're better than me. You may not think it, but you are. ... ok, I don't always think that, and I can hear your voice in my head telling me right now that it's not true. I suppose what I want to say is I wish you were here to help me find myself and my confidence again, because you of all people wouldn't let me sit around feeling sorry for myself and like I'm the worst doctor ever.

[forsometimenow]

I really did- and still do- look up to you. I learned a lot about leadership from your example, and though we got off on the wrong foot, I came to think of you as a great friend and hope you feel the same way about me. I wish you were here, if only for the fact that I could get back some of my confidence by training with you.

Simon Tam | Firefly

[pompous_today]

(canon + paradisa memories)

[pompous_today]

I feel like I've failed you. I wanted nothing more than for you to be here with me- for us to be together- and when you came back to me, you didn't remember me. Now I'm afraid to wish for anything or anyone, lest the same thing happen to them, and like it was somehow my fault when it happened to you.

I still love you- more than anything in the universe- but I feel so utterly powerless to do anything to help you. I hope that if you come back, you can forgive me...

[pompous_today]

I took you for granted. I've had that drilled into me incessantly ever since I was here, and now I want nothing more than the chance to apologize, to show you I'm not going to pull away whether or not River is here. You deserved better.

I love you, and I miss you.

Richard Castle | Castle

[thebestseller]

(canon + paradisa or alteredstates memories, will specify which applies)