OOC: 10 Things For 10 People

[pompous_today]

10 THINGS FOR 10 PEOPLE:

A list of 10 things my characters would like to say to people, but don't quite have the courage to (or can't because they're not in the game with them).

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Kaylee Frye

[hot4engines]

[hot4engines]

I've mostly moved on and know I deserve happiness, and I'm okay where I'm at now, but the truth is I still carry a bit of a torch for you despite that. I both miss you and hope you never show up so I don't have to deal with the idea that I may have hurt you and damaged our relationship beyond repair.

[hot4engines]

You've taken care of me ever since I've gotten here, and you still help me feel safe. I feel like I don't tell you thanks for that enough. And I hope that one day things get less hectic, because not bein' able to see you very often kinda sucks.

[hot4engines]

You're a dead ringer, looks and voice-wise, for one of the people I was closest to back home and it's PRETTY DAMN CREEPY. It really does make me think the fictional character thing may be real, no matter what I tell myself...

[hot4engines]

I don't know where I'd be 'f it wasn't for you and your constant support, and I'm always worried that I don't give enough support to you in return, even though you never ask me 'cept when it's really, really bad. And if it hadn't been for Shepard, I think we coulda had something more.

[hot4engines]

I ain't ever had no siblings before, but I think I could call you big sis if you'd let me, which is weird, 'cause we ain't even known each other for long. But I think being trapped here makes those kinds of relationships form quicker and stronger than normal, and you make me feel a little safer and a little more protected.

[hot4engines]

I hope my bad luck with roommates don't continue, 'cause I really like you. I think we could get to be real good friends, in fact. Be careful out there.

[hot4engines]

Sometimes I feel like I miss you most of all, though most of the time I miss all of the crew equally. You made me feel so safe, and put me in the best ship in the sky, and felt like my big brother and my protector, and damn, I miss that. It hurts not bein' able to see you no more, and I keep wishing you'd come here, if only for just a little bit so I could hug you.

... also, it'd be kinda funny for you to meet Mr. Castle.

[hot4engines]

You've been so kind to me, even when you didn't really know me, and that's one of the best things about you. I hope you never lose that kindness, no matter what we get put through here, because it helps light everyone up. Also, you give the best hugs.

[hot4engines]

I wanna pick you up and cuddle you, but at the same time, somethin' about you just feels... off. ... still don't stop me from wanting to pick you up and hug you, though.

[hot4engines]

I still feel so lost without you. You were a constant, familiar, never-changing presence, and one of my favorite things in the whole world. You were home, even if we never stayed in one place for too long, and that ain't easy to find. I miss the freedom I felt when I was with you.