OOC: 10 Things For 10 People

[pompous_today]

10 THINGS FOR 10 PEOPLE:

A list of 10 things my characters would like to say to people, but don't quite have the courage to (or can't because they're not in the game with them).

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Kaylee Frye

[hot4engines]

Richard Castle

[thebestseller]

Rodney McKay

[allthezpms]

Simon Tam

[pompous_today]

Jennifer Keller

[forsometimenow]

[forsometimenow]

I know you think highly of me, but I'm still not sure that I deserve it. I also know that you don't think I should think all that highly of you, but, well, you did lay the groundwork for many of the things I would later accomplish. Sometimes I feel like I'm only strong for having stood on your shoulders, and I have to remind myself that I'm plenty smart in my own right for being able to pick up where you left off in the first place.

[forsometimenow]

For reasons I can't quite articulate, I really, really miss you. Even above and beyond everyone else.

[forsometimenow]

I try every day to make you proud of me. I can't tell you exactly what I'm doing for security reasons, but I want to be the woman you've always told me I can be.

[allthezpms]

You're the one person in this galaxy I truly feel safe around, and you not being here makes it that much harder to deal with being stuck.

[allthezpms]

I still miss you and wish you were back here. You made me feel almost as safe as the person above, especially because I happened to be on your good side.

[thebestseller]

I don't feel like I think and worry about you nearly as much as I should, and that eats at me more and more as the time passes, even though I tell myself I have no idea what's happening back home and have no way of knowing if you're frozen in time or whatever and haven't even realized I'm gone.

[hot4engines]

I've mostly moved on and know I deserve happiness, and I'm okay where I'm at now, but the truth is I still carry a bit of a torch for you despite that. I both miss you and hope you never show up so I don't have to deal with the idea that I may have hurt you and damaged our relationship beyond repair.

[hot4engines]

You've taken care of me ever since I've gotten here, and you still help me feel safe. I feel like I don't tell you thanks for that enough. And I hope that one day things get less hectic, because not bein' able to see you very often kinda sucks.

[pompous_today]

I know that being stuck here wasn't my fault. I believe the Doctor when he says you're safe back home and that time is frozen for you, too. I also know that you disappearing had nothing to do with me, but knowing all of these things does not make me feel less guilty about them. I feel an ache inside my heart every day that passes without me going home, or without you coming back to me, and I don't know how to make it go away.

Know that I still love you, no matter what. I still love you more than anybody else in the universe, more than most people can fathom loving someone else, and will be waiting for you.

[pompous_today]

You remind me a little bit of somebody I knew back home, but there's something... different, too. I think I could grow to trust you with my secrets eventually.

[hot4engines]

You're a dead ringer, looks and voice-wise, for one of the people I was closest to back home and it's PRETTY DAMN CREEPY. It really does make me think the fictional character thing may be real, no matter what I tell myself...

[thebestseller]

As much as you got on my nerves sometimes, I miss you like hell, too. Funny how you get so used to someone's presence, when they're gone, it's strange being without them. I hope you're doing okay without me.

[thebestseller]

Part of me actually cares about you and thinks you feel the same way deep underneath all the layers of arrogance and snobbery and teenage angst, and I'm also scared as hell of you. It's a really weird way to feel about someone.

[thebestseller]

There really aren't sufficient words to describe the way I feel about you, and considering my profession, that's a pretty hard thing to accomplish. I think we're both very screwed-up right now, and we're also the exact thing the other one needs to mend. If you ever leave, I don't know if I'd ever recover, and I hate putting that kind of pressure on a person, but it's the truth.

[allthezpms]

I'm not quite sure how we got to be friends, but we did, and I'm glad. You're one of the few people who can make me feel humbled.

[pompous_today]

I am sorry I took so long to tell you how I felt. Those feelings are as strong as ever here in Paradisa, and one of my biggest fears is that the castle will not let me hold onto them and allow me to stay faithful to you. I hope to see you here some day so I don't have that worry.

And I meant it when I told you you look pretty no matter what.

[pompous_today]

I want to talk to you more, especially since you knew my sister and share her powers, but I don't even know how to go about doing so.

[hot4engines]

I don't know where I'd be 'f it wasn't for you and your constant support, and I'm always worried that I don't give enough support to you in return, even though you never ask me 'cept when it's really, really bad. And if it hadn't been for Shepard, I think we coulda had something more.

[forsometimenow]

When it comes to helping you, I'm going to give it my all. I just hope that your trust in me won't be wasted.

[forsometimenow]

You're my first friend in Paradisa aside from Carson, and I'm glad to have known you. A lot of people aren't willing to just push past my shell without even caring that it's there.