Sometimes I feel like I miss you most of all, though most of the time I miss all of the crew equally. You made me feel so safe, and put me in the best ship in the sky, and felt like my big brother and my protector, and damn, I miss that. It hurts not bein' able to see you no more, and I keep wishing you'd come here, if only for just a little bit so I could hug you.

... also, it'd be kinda funny for you to meet Mr. Castle.