I know that being stuck here wasn't my fault. I believe the Doctor when he says you're safe back home and that time is frozen for you, too. I also know that you disappearing had nothing to do with me, but knowing all of these things does not make me feel less guilty about them. I feel an ache inside my heart every day that passes without me going home, or without you coming back to me, and I don't know how to make it go away.

Know that I still love you, no matter what. I still love you more than anybody else in the universe, more than most people can fathom loving someone else, and will be waiting for you.